meninggalkan, tertinggalkan, ditinggalkan

dahulu bersama ruang gelap
meringkuk diam
mencipta makna dari kata
berbeda dengan hari ini

kehilangan kata
buta, tuli, lumpuh makna
tanpa tujuan serta vektor arah
tidak layak, tidak mapan
kurang dari normal

ditinggalkan sastra,
lantas kemana sekarang aku berlari?

music crowd

a music stage at night
it's on the middle of the song
the crowd too shy to sing along
they nodded

a love song with jazz music
and i cant complain

listening with an ackward gesture into the sounds
bass, drum, key, but not the lyric
all alone within rows of stranger
i found myself staring the night sky
wondering where the moon were
one time it's had a halo around
once on highschool bazaar

as it's always been
alone without hand to hold

gorgeous girl beside me, or i don't know
do not stare directly is the rule, few feints only
the song ends, i walked away

over abuse

things are cheap when people had too much of it

words would be meaningless,
music being nuisance,
arts called vandalism,
love became metaphor

it's only works on industry
where batch processing means more profit

meracau

ketika orang berkata dia lapar, dia membuat dirinya sendiri lapar
kenapa ga dia makan sesuatu sebelumnya?
kenapa ga sekarang aja dia cari makan

terus, bagaimana kalo seseorang bilang dia tolol?
bilang dia tidak punya teman?
bilang dunia kejam?

dia udah buat dunia kejam terhadap dirinya sendiri
dan jarang sekali orang menyalahkan dirinya sebelum menyalahkan orang lain

*bukan tentang siapa2, hanya pikiran tolol malam2
meracau

relativity

we're had our own role in society
i'm taking mine as the darkness

cause i'm relatively no funnier than other

not quite a human

in case you didn't notice

i'm different

not the one you should treated special
but it's about how you cannot treat me as human,
something less

it's because i'm anonymous to affection
and i think i'm supposed to learn it from you