"oh yeah, happy birthday"

the world getting rough
where the hell youth spirit I've should life on?!

secluded

i came from this parallel world of mine
it's just like the humans earth
with me deciding what's right or wrong

on silence people ignored
i live..


faith on god
pursuit of happiness
idealism
making history
being superstar
saving life
science breakthrough
happy ending
love

this is what the world about
is it?


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wishing had a heart to bear
as i kiss your forehead
so i could be a fool

please breakdown my conscience

death wish

if i were an atheist, I'd kill myself just now
decaying on soil six feet below
no heaven nor hell on the next stop
just dead...

silent space

it's true
i am a chaos in quiet

gloomy cloud on the edge of bright sky

noise on old cassettes play

mixed grounds on hot coffee you hold

there's nothing in that chaos to hold on
an empty space without entropy

not enough yet

me here and she across
we're nothing, but..

we talked about rain

asking my favorite color

sayin good morning each other

calling her silly

being mad

but you there across, in a distance
we're nothing but good friend
she said

thursday it is

aku ingin egois saat ini, tidak beralasan
kalau saja kau mengerti
nanti kau akan mengerti

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