because i can't

"i'm fine" you said
i hardly believe it

please shout "leave me alone" if that's what you really need
I'll go far by then,
cause i cant reach you to hold you tight

distant tunnel

you was the light at the end of the tunnel,
a daydream where i could whispers words to your ears
distant light, cause there's distance you've spelt

today i wont dream no more,
i am afraid and you are ignorant

hey, mahasiswa tidak manja
keraskan hatimu

-sahutan kepada diri sendiri

wide view from heights

if i had a camera, i would had shoot on bw films
because it's the world are, maybe less most of the time

unheard help request

tired cursing life
cant afford anesthetic of affection
lost between tomorrow and today

bail me out
god, psychopath, serial killer, drunk driver,
anything

today is death day for stupid people

drown on thought
measly sane, just suggestive thinking
viewing on third eye view
fading like spirits

dead brain inside
i'm running out of life batteries